Tuesday, March 22, 2005, 3:10 PM
CHAPTER CLOSED
I finally decided to close a chapter in my life.All that's left are just memories.Definitely lotsa good ones with *him.Sure,there were the bad ones too.Many very very painful lessons learnt too.I kept on feeling confused bout us.I wanted to just call *him and talk things out.I know that probably wouldn't help much.Its not nice for *him to put it straight out to me that he ain't interested no more.So perhaps he just choose to avoid.I guess it was what Hui was sayin to @ that got me thinking.She said," put yourself in his shoes.It ain't very nice to tell the guys who like u to FUG off straight in their faces right?Don't treat *him like how you wouldn't want to be treated by those guys who like u(call/msg too much).you should know how it feels like."I've finally let *him go.For the longest time,i've never expect myself to be hurt so deeply.i'm moving on.But i'm gonna carry my hurt over to my next chapter.The scars too.Basically,all the wounds cos the cut's too deep.He's the one guy who had to change my perception.He may have never meant to do what he did.He may never have meant what he said.So what.Its over.No point me ranting on and on.Blah.Its been such a long time that I've not experienced singlehood.Okies,i've been single along.Still am,just weren't available.It feels fineeeee =] Maybe sometimes u long for someone when u see ppl lovey dovey,but its okay.That longing lasts for a while only.Maybe sometimes you'll wonder why you keep meetin' the wrong guys.Just keep myself busy.SOOO many fun things to do.Just can't wait for exams to be over!Like Marc said,i don't need anyone.Was watching this movie called Pixel Perfect on disney channel*blushes* yeah.i'm a lil girl at heart.Heard this song..thought the lyrics pretty cute.oh wells.Did i mention @ was such a sweet thang?She got me this pair of sweet chandlier earrings, some aromatic candles and a belt from Thailand?AWWW.That's what u get for being a listening ear.For giving sound advice.For being a nice friend.For tahan-ing all the tantrums.For all the times she screams =]NOTICE ME
Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go
[CHORUS]
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
before the moments gone
[CHORUS]
I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone
[CHORUS]
To get you to notice me
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